Hey:)
So I'm feeling a bit under the weather.. I'm going to cozy up on my couch and do some gaming, and I will be on during the day, and also a few hours at night as well :) Missing you :) I'm also going shopping tomorrow to get some sexay stuffs ;) I hope you guys are ready for a super fun weekend!! Thank you again for the amazing welcome back. Sooo happy :)
And I'm jamming to this song right now :).....
We barely remember who or what came
before this precious moment,
We are choosing to be here right now.
Hold on, stay inside
This holy reality, this holy experience.
Choosing to be here in
This body. This body holding me. It's my
reminder here that I am not
alone in
This body, this body holding me, we are
eternal
All this pain is an illusion.
Alive, I'm
In this holy reality, in this holy
experience. Choosing to be here in
This body. This body holding me. It's my
reminder here that I am not
alone in
This body, this body holding me, we are
eternal
All this pain is an illusion.
Twirling round with this familiar
parabole.
Spinning, weaving round each new
experience.
Recognize this as a holy gift and
celebrate this chance to be alive and
breathing, this chance to be alive and
breathing.
This body holding me reminds me of my
own mortality.
Embrace this moment. Remember. we
are eternal.
all this pain is an illusion.
Twitter!
So as some of you know, I signed up for twitter today! Follow me and I will follow you back if you would like :) I'll keep it updated often! Thank you guys for a wonderful welcome back. This coming week should be fantastic too, I have lots of great things happening!
Mmm, incubus.....
Tonight we drink to youth
And holding fast to truth
(I don't want to lose what I had as a boy.)
My heart still has a beat
But love is now a feat.
(As common as a cold day in LA.)
Sometimes when I'm alone, I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?
Love hurts...
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive.
Love sings,
When it transcends the bad things.
Have a heart and try me,
'cause without love I won't survive.
I'm fettered and abused,
I stand naked and accused
(Should I surface this one man submarine?)
I only want the truth
So tonight we drink to youth!
(I'll never lose what I had as a boy.)
Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?
Love hurts...
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive.
Love sings,
When it transcends the bad things.
Have a heart and try me,
'cause without love I won't survive.
YAY!
So much fun tonight :) I did my first shower show too, it was funny lol. I labeled the VOD so check it out and tell me if you like it :) It should be up in a few days. Well I'm SO TIRED and I just made some amazing spinach pasta, and I'm going to eat and watch som Futurama before I pass out :) I heard this song earlier... LOVE IT.........
So glad to see you well, overcome them
Completely silent now
With heaven's help
You've cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends
To the dead
To the dead
Recall the deeds as if they're all
Someone else's
Atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn
Before us all
So glad to see you well
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends
To the dead
To the dead
With your halo slippin' down
Your halo slippin'
Your halo slippin' down
Your halo slippin' down
Your halo slippin' down
(I'm more than just a little curious
How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends)
Your halo slippin' down
Your halo's slippin' down to choke you now
You guys rock:)
Thank you again for a wonderful start to the weekend!!! Man I missed getting off 7+ times a day ;) lol. Next week I will be shopping for new outfits and toys.. so if you have any requests.. please let me know so I can pick something up for you :) Or check out my Wishlist. I havent updated it in awhile..
BUT if you buy me any gift/outfit off of the Wishlist site.. I will do a 60ppm show for you and use it/wear it for you!!! :)
I was listening to this earlier... God I love Incubus...
We all have a weakness
But some of ours are easy to identify.
Look me in the eye
And ask for forgiveness;
We'll make a pact to never speak that word again
Yes you are my friend.
We all have something that digs at us,
At least we dig each other
So when weakness turns my ego up
I know you'll count on the me from yesterday
If I turn into another
Dig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me
Sing this song
Remind me that we'll always have each other
When everything else is gone.
We all have a sickness
That cleverly attaches and multiplies
No matter how we try.
We all have someone that digs at us,
At least we dig each other
So when sickness turns my ego up
I know you'll act as a clever medicine.
If I turn into another
Dig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me.
Sing this song!
Remind me that we'll always have each other
When everything else is gone.
Oh each other....
When everything
Else is gone.
So much..
I had so much fun tonight! Sorry I came on late :) I had a lazy day... curled up with a book and played WoW of course :P I'm a level 12 so I'm still a n00b but I'm getting better and BETTER!!!! Ill be on during the day tomorrow for sure, after I have lunch :) Love you guys!! You've pushed me so far up the top20, woooo, thank you!! MUAH :)
And since I've been in a NiN mood today....
I woke up today
To find myself in the other place
With a trail of footprints
From where i ran away
It seems everything i've heard
Just might be true
And you know me
(well you think you do)
Sometimes, i have everything-
Yet i wish i felt something
Do you know how far this has gone?
Just how damaged have i become?
When i think i can overcome
It runs even deeper
And in a dream i'm a different me
With a perfect you
We fit perfectly
And for once in my life i feel complete-
And i still want to ruin it
Afraid to look
As clear as day
This plan has long been underway
I hear them call
I cannot stay
The voice inviting me away
Do you know how far this has gone?
Just how damaged have i become?
When i think i can overcome
It runs even deeper
Everything that matters is gone
All the hands of hope have withdrawn
Could you try to help me hang on?
It runs...
I straight
I won't crack
On my way
And i can't turn back
I'm okay
I'm on track
On my way
And i can't turn back
I stayed
On this track
Gone too far
And i can't come back
I stayed
On this track
Lost my way
Can't come back
Hi!!!
Sorry I disappeared.. it was WoW time :-O LOL. I will be on tomorrow afternoon after I get home from the gym and shower. Love you guys!!!! And this is one of my fav songs.. I heard it earlier while I was getting ready...
I gave you all the love I've got
I gave you more than I could give
Gave you love
I gave you all that I had inside and you took my love
You took my love
Didn't I tell you?
What I believe
Did somebody say that?
A love like ours will last
Didn't I give you all that I got to
Give, Babe
I give you all the love I got I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I give you all that I had inside and you took my love
You took my love
I keep trying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like
You and I
Baby
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
(Ordinary)
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
(Ordinary love)
When you came my way
You brightened every day
With your sweet smile
Ahh
Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
Love like ours wont' last
Didn't I give you all that I got to
Give, baby
This is no ordinary love
Ordinary love
(Ordinary)
This is no ordinary love
Ordinary love
(Ordinary love)
I keep trying
I keep trying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like
You and I
Baby
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
This is no ordinary love
Ordinary love
Keep crying for you
Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
why hello there...
hi guys.. let me just say THANK YOU for being so amazing to me.. and getting me back in the top20 after a couple days when I was gone for almost 2 weeks. Love you :) Met so many amazing people and have gotten to connect with old friends after this very important lifestyle change of mine. I feel GREAT and I'm glad to have the support that I need. :) And I leave you with this...
Something has to change.
Un-deniable dilemma.
Boredom's not a burden
Anyone should bear.
Constant over stimu-lation numbs me
but I would not want you
Any other way.
It's not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I don't want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive.
Finger deep within the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Relax, turn around and take my hand.
I can help you change
Tired moments into pleasure.
Say the word and we'll be
Well upon our way.
Blend and balance
Pain and comfort
Deep within you
Till you will not want me any other way.
It's not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I don't want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive.
Knuckle deep inside the borderline.
This may hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to.
Relax. Slip away.
Something kinda sad about
the way that things have come to be.
Desensitized to everything.
What became of subtlety?
How can it mean anything to me
If I really don't feel anything at all?
I'll keep digging till
I feel something.
Elbow deep inside the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Shoulder deep within the borderline.
Relax. Turn around and take my hand.
Mmmmm ToOL ;)
hi:)
wow you guys are amazing... so much fun:):):) thank you for being so amazing to me. Ihope everyone has a great holiday week. If you want to spend time with me on Thanksgiving.. PLEASE send me a message.. I'll come home from my friends dinner for you :) I know most of you will be busy though. FREAKING love you. I love meeting so many amazing people... so fun to talk to and share stories with. I love like-minded people :) I should be online all weekend too. I've missed you guys SO MUCH.
I've settled into my new house quite nicely. As most of you know, its been a new experience for me. I'm learning more and more about homeownership everyday, LOL. But I love every minute of it.
I should be home for Christmas and New Years too. I can't wait to decorate my house... maybe I'll even put up x-mas lights in my room.. LOL.. we'll see :) I love to be festive ya know...
and I leave you with this amazing classic piece:
I've watched you change
Into a fly
I looked away
You were on fire
I watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So Alive
I've watched you change
I took you home
Set you on the glass
I pulled off your wings
Then I laughed
I watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So alive
I've watched you change
It's like you never
Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh
I look at the cross
Then I look away
Give you the gun
Blow me away
I've watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So Alive
I've watched you change.
Now you feel Alive
You Feel Alive
I've watched you change
It's like you never
Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh
Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Had so much fun with you guys tonight. luv each and every one of you. Thank you for helping me win the bonus. MANY MORE FREE PARTY CHATS TO COME, if you help me do stuff like that. seriously, it was amazing. :):):) I will be on tomorrow afternoon, plus tomorrow evening. After that, I will be on Wednesday morning/evening. Thursday I am having turkey dinner with my friend's family.I will be gone all day, but MAY return during the evening. Fucking love all of you so much. Thank you for being so amazing. You make my heart melt.. and I'm the happiest I have been on here in months. Thank you for being a part of that
LOVE
ME
:):):)
and i leave you with this:
To the edge
Till we all get off
I will take
You away with me
Once and for all
Time will see us realign
Diamonds rain across the sky
Shower me into the same
Realm
Calculate
Our embrace
Hold on (Come with me now)
Right away
Outer space with me
Once and for all
Time will see us realign
Diamonds rain across the sky
Shower me into the same
Realm
Time will see us realign
Diamonds reign across the sky
I will lead us to the same
Realm
When the coffin shakes
And the needle breaks
Come right away with me
Come on you'll see
Once and for all
Time will see us realign
Diamonds rain across the sky
Shower me into the same
Realm
Time will lead us to the same
Realm
I will lead us to the same
Realm
Guess who...................
Tonight was amazing.. ty:)
I've been looking for a driver who's qualified
So if you think that you're the one step into my ride
I'm a fine-tuned supersonic speed machine
With a sunroof top and a gangster lean
So if you feel me let me know, know, know
Come on now what you waiting for, for, for
My engine's ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go
Got you where you wanna go if you know what i mean
Got a ride that smoother than a limousine
Can you handle the curves? Can you run all the lights?
If you can baby boy then we can go all night
Cos I'm 0 to 60 in three point five
Baby you got the keys-
Now shut up and drive
(drive, drive, drive)
Shut up and drive
(drive, drive, drive)
I got class like a 57 Cadillac
Got all the drive but a whole lot of boom in the back
You look like you can handle whats under my hood
You keep saying that you will boy I wish you would
So if you feel me let me know, know, know
Come on now what you waiting for, for, for
My engine's ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go
Got you where you wanna go if you know what i mean
Got a ride that smoother than a limousine
Can you handle the curves? Can you run all the lights?
If you can baby boy then we can go all night
Cos I'm 0 to 60 in three point five
Baby you got the keys-
Now shut up and drive
(drive, drive, drive)
Shut up and drive
(drive, drive, drive)
Cos you play the game, got what I got (Get it Get it)
Don't Stop It's a sure shot
Aint no ferrari huh boy I'm sorry
I ain't even worried
So step inside and ride
(ride, ride, ride, ride, ride...)
So if you feel me let me know, know, know
Come on now what you waiting for, for, for
My engine's ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go
Got you where you wanna go if you know what i mean
Got a ride that smoother than a limousine
Can you handle the curves? Can you run all the lights?
If you can baby boy then we can go all night
Cos I'm 0 to 60 in three point five
Baby you got the keys-
Now shut up and drive
(drive, drive, drive)
Shut up and drive
(drive, drive, drive)
Now shut up and drive
(drive, drive, drive)
Shut up and drive
(drive, drive, drive)
Hey:)
I'm turning my VOD's on for tonight... so watch all you want!!!!! and i'll be back tomorrow :) My car is getting a bunch of work done.. so I will be home after I take care of that shizz. I have ahad such an amazing week with you guys.. so I hope to have fun this weekend with you as well:) you are the BEST!!!!! xoxoxoxo
Deftones...
Hey you, big star
Tell me when it's over
Hey you, big mood, guide me to shelter
'Cause I'm through
When the two hits the six and it's summer
Cloud, come
(Shove it, shove it, shove it)
Shove
(Shove it, shove it, shove it)
The sun
(Shove it, shove it, shove it)
Aside
(Shove it aside)
I think God is moving its tongue
There's no crowd in the streets
And no sun in my own summer
The shade is a tool, a device, a savior
See, I try and look up to the sky
But my eyes burn
Cloud, come
(Shove it, shove it, shove it)
Shove
(Shove it, shove it, shove it)
The sun
(Shove it, shove it, shove it)
Aside
(Shove it aside)
Cloud, come
(Shove it, shove it, shove it)
Shove
(Shove it, shove it, shove it)
The sun
(Shove it, shove it, shove it)
Aside
(Shove it aside)
I think Gis moving its tongue
There are no crowds in the streets
And no sun in my own summer
Come
(Shove it, shove it, shove it)
Shove
(Shove it, shove it, shove it)
The sun
(Shove it, shove it, shove it)
Aside
(Shove it aside)
hi!!!!!!
So I had such a fun weekend with you guys:):) so nice to meet amazing people that are so much to spend time with :)
I took yesterday off to continue my "Skyrim" addiction. I'm now a level 26 and I'm still kicking ASS :) So much fun... for those of you who don't know.. Skyrim is the game that I've been soooo addicted to since Friday.. lol. I waited months and months for it to come out.
I'm getting ready right now, and I will be coming online probably around 5pm my time (AZ). I just need to step up and peel myself away from the game, lol.
I'll be on for a few hours, then I will be heading out for some sushi and saki.. THEN I will be back on all night. I've missed you guys so much and THANK YOU for getting me back into the top20 :) You are the bestttt. Makes me feel so happy and fuzzy inside :) hehe.
I hope you all had a good Sunday. I gave up on football when my Fantasy team did a total fail. I'm already out of the running to get paid.. :/ grrrrr. But there is always next year.
SEEE you soon!!!
MUAH!!!!!!! :)
back from hawaii :)
Hi my luvs!! I'm officially back from Hawaii. I just got in a few hours ago. I'm super jet-lagged so I probably won't be on tonight.. but I had the best time in the world.
I left about a week ago.. I had to get out of AZ.. and I was craving the ocean :) Right when I got to the islands, all of my stress melted right away!!! I really missed my family and some friends that I have there. It was so nice to get to spend some time there.. I knew I would be missing everyone so much (with the holidays coming up).
SO! I am refreshed, relaxed, and I have a sexy-as-fuck tan too. I went exploring with a few of my friends and we found a "nude beach".. (technically it's illegal, so you didn't hear me say that!!! ;) I've never been in the ocean completely naked before.. that was a very interesting experience. lol..
Anyways I hope you guys have been well since I've been gone. I can't wait to get online and play. I had some play time of my own across the ocean.. but that's all over with now. Ahhh short term romance.. ;)
So look for me tomorrow. And if you have any boost points you can send my way, I would very much appreciate that!! (my power score is pretty low since i've been offline for so long)
hugs and kisses!!!!!!! MUAH!!!! :)
love,
me
YAY!
Thank you guys SO MUCH for the amazing night :) You seriously made my week :) I LOVE doing Group Chat for you. I think I'm addicted (officially) ;) I love the positive, amazing atmosphere of the group chats.. it's AWESOME!! I love being in HD and showing you every part of me :) Every experience that I have had with this new feature has been wonderful... nothing less than wonderful :) Thank you guys for being so great to me :)
I'm going to bed soon, and I will be back on tomorrow afternoon (around 3pm my time, AZ time) So I plan to have a FUN Saturday afternoon with you.. and I will be on ALL night :) During the day time I will be continuing my search with a NEW HOUSE. So be patient until I am done with all my appointments :) It shouldn't take too long, but you know how house stuff goes :) I'm so picky, and if I'm going to throw that much money on a down payment, it better be with it ;)
Check out some of my new VOD's too :) My new tits have settled quite a bit and I am VERY happy with them.. :) If you want to see them in person.. stop by this weekend and I'll oil them up for u ;)
Love you guys so much- and remember that I appreciate EACH and EVERY moment you spend with me :) I couldn't ask for anything better :) xoxoxo and I hope all of you have a great weekend :)
Hailey
HI!!!!!!!
Hi there ;) Hope you guys had an awesome weekend. I didn't do much.. just googled a bunch of conspiracy theories... my favorite thing to do when i'm bored. lol. Found out a lot of crazy shit though.. so if you're in the mood, ask me about it:) I also watched Kymatica for the first time. DAMN I LOVED IT. If you have seen this film too, please mention it to me. It resonated with me so much. Pretty much pinpoints how I view the world at this moment in time. So all in all.. I had a lazy, relaxing weekend :)
I also watched The Tempest on Netflix... oh how I love Elizabethan English... it makes me swoon. LOL. It was low budget, but I think they did a great job :) Very entertaining :)
ANYWAYS=- So I dont know if I will be in Arizona or Colorado in 2 weeks. Just depends. I seriously don't like it here at all. I kind of want to start fresh in a few state. It scares the HELL out of me since I've been here for almost 13 yrs.. but I feel that there is nothing left for me here, ya know? I'm a gemini so as much as I HATE change.. sometimes I crave it :) I think this is one of those times...
Love,
Hailey
hellooo!!!!!!!!
So I just wanted to update everyone on why I was a lil bit upset last night. I took my pup to the vet VERY EARLY (6-7am, WTF?) and her check up went GREAT!!!! So, after I brought her home and took her out for a potty break... a massive German Shepard went after her :( The owner felt so bad... my pup stayed on the leash but the other dog got off of theirs somehow :/ I was so pissed. I immediately took her BACK TO THE VET.. the guy even brought his dog too, just in case he did some damage to her. She got nipped on the belly but she is doing alright. I've just been pampering her with a MASSIVE (ok not really, lol) amount of treats :) She isn't back to her normal self just yet. She's still a little skittish every time we go out for a walk ;(
SO- That's what on my mind at the moment. :) I will be online in about 30-45 mins. I'll only be on for a short period of time since I have some errands to run today :) I will be back later tonight after that :)
Thank you to everyone who made my last two nights great!! I am 20 peeps away from the top 20... so my goal is to hit top 20 tonight :)
Another thank you to everyone who enjoyed my party chat the other night. It was my first time doing party chat in MONTHS and it went so well. I adore you amazing guys that are so generous and tip when you see something you like. You definitely left me worn out and I had to take care of myself oneeee more time before doing to bed, offline.. lol ;)
LOVE YOU GUYS!! See you soon :)
Duo show!!!
Hey guys!! Hope you are enjoying your Friday.. cuz your Friday night is going to be pretty crazy ;) Alysssa and I will be doing a duo show tonight, tomorrow and Sunday. She's coming over in a few hours, so get ready for us!!!! I will be logging on under my solo account first so you all can get the notification that we will be coming on. I have some sexy new outfits and we are very excited to play together ;)
Btw- go check out my two new pics that I uploaded:) I think they are cute ;) and i want to know what you think! I will see you tonight and don't forget to bring the drink of your choice to our room.. hah :D XOXOXOXO I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!
If you guys have a good time with us this weekend, we may do more duo shows next week!!! So come say hi, meet her and welcome her to F4F. She's loving it already :) She started last week and she has told me that she has met a bunch of really amazing people!!
YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!!! :)
I'm also moving into a new house in the next few weeks, so I will be online almost everyday until that happens. I've been on vacation way too much lately ;) lol
Love
Hailey
hey guys!!
Even though I am not able to be online for about a week or so ;) I wanted to say HELLO!!! And tell you guys how much I miss you :) I've been very occupied with getting my new house stuffs planned and sorted.
I cannot WAIT until October. Arizona will start to cool down (FINALLY-SO SO SO OVER THE HEAT) and I will be living in my very own house! Hurray! :D I know that a few of you thought I was moving to Colorado, but eh, it's just not in the cards right now. Maybe in a few years :) I might have been bitching about the desert heat for the past 3-4 months, but the weather is about to become WONDERRRFULLL :)
I hope you guys are having a great week so far. I should hopefully be on by Monday or so. Miss me while I'm gone, and YES I will be checking my messages this evening. I have so many to reply to, so please be patient with me!! ;)
Thank you guys again for a wonderful weekend. Saturday night was one of the most FUN nights that I have had in quite some time~~! I am happy that I decided to stay in and play- rather than go out and have a mediocre time :D hehe
MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Muah-
Hailey:)
hey!!!!
Thank you guys so much for the great day/night yesterday :) It's so good to be back. As many of you may know, I've been running off on crazy adventures, plus becoming an adult (NEW HOUSE, YAY!!!!) So that means I will be spending as much time as I can on here :)
I will be coming on in about 30 minutes. I would love to have some fun today. Let's get CRAZY!!!!!! I'm still in the process of trying to figure out how to do Group Chat. Computer problems are getting in the way. Hopefully I'll have my laptop up and running next week, so we can try it out :) IT LOOKS SO FUN!!!!
For all of you who have read this far: I HAVE SEXY NEWS!!! I will be going a duo show Monday/Tuesday, possibly Wednesday with a dear friend of mine. It's gonna be madness... she's a Gemini too ;D Two Gemini's in the same room getting dirty?? it's gonna be ridiculous. So Come by my room and ask about it today (if you happen to read this).
After Wednesday- I will be taking a week off.. so come get ittttttttt while you cannnn ... ;)
Love you,
Hailey Lynn
hey guys!!
HEY GUYS! I'm back for a night and I've missed you!!! I hope you all have been doing well. I will be on for about 4 hours (starting in 15-20 minutes) and then back for 4 more! (till about 12-1am my time) Please come say hi! I'm going out of town for the weekend tomorrow. I will be back on Monday or Tuesday.. depending on how much fun I am having out there. hehe :) LUVS AND MISS YOU! Let's have some fun!!
And I'm in the top 14% (power score) . If you can help me get up to the top 10%, I'll do party chats ALLL NIGGHTTT LOOOONG, hehe. HOPE TO SEE YOU!!!!
By the way- my surgery is scheduled for the end of June.. so I will be offline for the first week of July (while I heal). I'm very excited about this, and cannot BELIEVE that it is less than 2 weeks away. I'M SO HAPPY!! Thank you to everyone who helped me out with tips, prvts, and even just hanging out in the room and putting me in a great mood. It means the world to me and I love you all!!!!!! Come spend time with me before then!!!! :) XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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