My little nephew is turning one :)
It's my little nephew's birthday yay.nnI'm just thinking of what to buy for him, mmmm, maybe you guys could give me some suggestions. He's super cute, a true mutt, a little half Asian half Brazilian boy. He can already do push ups lol. nnI wonder how it feels like to be a parent, having to take care, be responsible for the well being of a person. I think it's so lovely, to see a cute little one grow up to become an adult, a functioning member of society. Going through the up and downs throughout all the years, especially during those teenage years. nnnI just feel like going to the beach right now. Too bad there ain't any close ones to where I live. There's only one in Vancouver. Too far :(nnI absolutely love the beach, I wish I could live on one. It's my dream to own and live in a beach house. Waking up early every morning to catch the sunrise, shining a tangy orange color on the shore. I'd love to be holding someone's hand and looking right into his eyes, and see the reflection of the sun in his them.nnSpeaking of beaches, I can't wait to go surfing one day, picking at my skateboard just gives me bruises, I gotta take it a bit easy lol.nn
Struggling to get to where you want to be?
Everybody goes through this. We all have goals. We always want more in life, we wanna be better, get that next promotion, get a bigger house, get a better and faster car, we all want more.
But then when we finally achieve what we've wanted in the first place, seems like we always want to strive forward to the next big thing on our list, it's like a never ending cycle.
I guess as human beings, we are just inherently like this. It's the same the fact that we never stop growing. We will always grow, we will always strive for more, that's how we progress as the human race, at the same time, we may never be completely satisfied with whatever we've achieved.
As well, I find that many people, including myself seem to stress a lot about our past mistakes, a little bit too much. At the end of the day, it's about learning from them, and stop wasting time thinking about them all the time. It's really a complete waste of time to be stressing out about your past misdoings. Every day is a new day, the opportunity to start new, as you open your eyes and look at the ceiling. As you get out of bed, take that first step, plant it firmly onto the ground, and walk on both your feet with confidence.
When you believe with clarity, you can succeed.
So many thangs I learned tonight
Yeah man, just some quotes I've really digged from you homies tonight in my room.
ouch01: I like dog food, it good.
Billy_BadAss: like life outside of the parental basement, things are influenced by capitalism(something along those lines, I'm going to have to verify with you emotional ninja)
needugurl: Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you but trusting them not to.
Billy_BadAss: the best partners are the ones that don't need you, but depend on you just the same cash
JadenK: I am Dolly ^__^
Daniele_111: Mi megliore studentessa )
IrishTCG: Your neighbors already hate you.
Just a few random quotes I wanted to lay out there.
I feel like we've bonded so much, like we've grown so much.
It's weird how tonight, the question of how energy could flow over the net, whether it was valid, whether it was true. Well tonight, I'm glad many of you are feeling much better, especially you B. and Kidd. I hope things are well. And for me, I feel much better, from being so stressed out last night because of my partner from school dropping out of class, to feeling like a champ today.
Having the right attitude can help you in times of pitfalls, but it's about having a road map, of where you want to be at, the right map, that will get you closer to where you want to go (duh!)
LOL
Got tipsy last night
Hey boys, I couldn't be on last night, I went to a little lounge place by myself. I was so stressed out from a school project, I didn't know what to do, I was pulling my hair out.
So the only thing I could do really was... To go out and take it easy somewhere, relax, outside my house. I asked some friends to come out with me, but nobody wanted to go out. Anyways, since nobody wanted to join me, I just decided to go out on my own. I came across this little chilling lounge where a DJ played deep house/trance music, seemed like a pretty nice atmosphere to be hanging out at, to be contemplating, be lost in my own thoughts without being bothered. But then, I walked in, right up to the bar, ordered a rum & sprite, as I was sitting there at the bar, I looked around me, to get a feel for who's around... It was a sausage fest...
Then you could imagine what was going on through my head, being in a bar where there were just men. They were all looking at me, and grinning, but I maintained my composure, sat straight up with my chest forward, denoting my confidence, after getting my drink and leaving a tip for the bartender, I stood up, walked to the seating area, as you could imagine, all of them must've been staring at my backside...
Come to my room to find out what happened that night...
Bored with my hair
Hello my little munchkins, (yes you know you are) I've been contemplating it, and I think I'm going to do this, I'm gonna change my hair color.
I've heard that blondes have more fun, I'm thinking of getting some blonde streaks or highlights. I want a little bit of change, I want something different, drastic.
If you think I will or not look good in shades of blonde, let me know ;) But I think I'm going to do it for real, give me three weeks, I'm waiting until my bangs grow out, because I totally messed them up last friday trying to trim them myself with a louzy pair of scissors :( Oh well, you live, you learn :) And I've learned to never trim hair without proper tools, it's like trying to play tennis with a badminton raquet :P
I'm just afraid that my hair will turn out brassy yellow... That would be horrendous. I want it platinum blonde, with black streaks and the back of my head all black, I wanna look cool :P lol
Thankfully this week I've only got two classes, although lots of papers due :(
My bruise from my attempted Ollie at skateboarding was a total fail you guys, oh gosh, it's becoming bigger, I look abused lol, hopefully it'll go away soon, and I'll have clear skin once again. :P
Ouchie
Ahh, guys, I had a little incident happen to me just now... I cut myself shaving down there.. :(
I don't feel well enough to hop online tonight. I will miss you all. See you guys tomorrow and have a great weekend everyone!
Muah!
I will miss you guys
That's right, my lady friends came to pay me a visit, time of the month.. As well, I gotta return my friend's laptop back to her, I gotta make sure I clean off any excess fluid remaining off the screen (gulp)
Hopefully I will get a computer by Tuesday, so I will be able to see you guys soon, I miss you all already!
Kisses
Last night's Squirt broke my computer...
OMG guys, I apologize for last night for being logged out at a glorious moment. I've been panicking since last night, that first big squirt got all over my keyboard laptop, I was so happy, squirting for the first time ever on Party Chat, it felt exhilarating, then 30 seconds later, my laptop shut down... I tried turning it back on didn't work.. I've tried drying the excess water with my hair dryer.. Then I left it air dry throughout the night, and I woke up this morning, hoping to see if the screen would lit up, but then nothing but blackness... Now I've got a borrowed laptop, thank goodness from a dear friend of mine. I'll see ya'll tonight. ;) Thank you everyone for making last night's party chat ROCK!
Woke up so sore
Hey guys, wow I was up all night yesterday scrubbing my floors, getting all of that post-construction dust off. I gotta say, what a workout, I have beastie shoulders now! Aha I'm jk guys, the size of my shoulders haven't changed, so you can relax. I cannot wait to furnish this place nicely, I live in an open concept bachelor, so I gotta get some room dividers, maybe a big shelf, that would be nice. I will see you guys later tonight, I'm still setting up this place. :)
YAY guys! Today is Da Day!
I'm moving all of my belongings into my new place, gonna do some clean up and lots of laundry! Aha! Finally I can walk around all naked around the house. Sleep naked, dance naked, brush teeth naked, dance naked, do homework naked, oh yeah! See you all tomorrow gents!
Mini leave
Ah guys, it's that time of the month for me again... I'm gonna go treat myself to massage, and relax, while getting massaged, I'm going to imagine the person who is giving me the massage all naked, one woman and one man at the same time taking care of me, as they are rubbing my back, I can feel some nipples sliding down my back and a hard cock down my buttock, they keep rubbing up and down on me, then they make me turn around on my back, and start rubbing my breasts, my tummy, and my neck and then the girl puts her titties over my face and the guy rubs my belly with his raging hard cock, at this pace I can't take it anymore, what do I do now?
Tritiititii
Ah I wanna thank everyone for helping me reach the top 20! You guys rock!!!!
Rock and Roll Baby
Make it drop down low!!!!!
Kisses and sexy hugs!
This asian doll is getting pampered up while on leave
Hey guys, I have to say that I am taking a sabbatical this week. Non present on your computer screen for a few days. I have been feeling a bit under the weather. Canada is a cold place, so I'm still adapting.
I'm thinking about getting a manicure and pedicure, white fingernails squared and bright pink toes. I'm also thinking of getting my hair dyed an auburn color and getting it trimmed a bit, not cut too short, I know that some of you guys don't want me to cut my hair, so I will still leave it long.
Ah, how I wish I could just be walking with you all on a white sanded beach with crystal blue waters, and lots of bottles of wine to try with cheese. I would love to escape to somewhere tropical, and learn surfing. It is a bit dangerous, but I'd do it for the thrill. Being able to jog at sunrise, when the rising sun is shining a mandarin pearly reflection onto the ocean. Being able to breath in the cool morning breeze, feeling it while you are standing naked, feeling it all through your every bits and pores. That would put me into a state of europhia.
A relaxing break
Hi guys, lads, chicos, caras, ragazzi, jungs!
It was so nice coming on briefly and having a little silly chat with ya'll! I'm heading out to the hooka bar near my area now, I'm thinking apple flavour. Hope you guys are all enjoying your evenings, night, mornings and afternoons!
Salut!
Hey guys,
I just woke up in the middle of the afternoon. Feeling so fresh, just took a shower, don't you sometimes feel like you're too clean, and you just want to dirty yourself all over. For me the purpose of being clean is to get dirty anyways. ;) It's taking the time to carefully build a sand castle, only to dive in and destroy it. There is something about diligently making something and ruining it that makes me feel all melancholic, but I like it.
Anyways, can't wait to see you guys on tonight and exchange sexy whispers :)
Missing you guys
Hey guys, I haven`t been on for a couple of days, been feeling under the weather. :(
I will be back on Saturday, can`t wait to have a sexy chat.
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