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Goodbye

Feb 6th @ 7:03pm EST

The hope is fading from my lips
When I kiss you with goodbye
Now when you let go of our last embrace
Please don't look me in the eye
Secret's out, that I just might care about you
You broke me, you're leaving
There's nothing I can do

I'll find a way to close the door
I want to say so much more but
I found you once, you're lost again
Two thousand miles took what could have been

I don't want to
Won't let myself
I have to realize
This might be
This could be
This is goodbye
This is goodbye

The smile fate was wearing, slowly dies
Minutes turn to months
Silence of the phone just mocks my cry
When I see that you've moved on
Secret's out that, I did care about you
You broke me, you left me
There was nothing I could do
[From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/k/kesha-lyrics/goodbye-lyrics.html]

I'll find a way to close the door
I want to say so much more but
I found you once, you're lost again
Two thousand miles took what could have been

I don't want to
Won't let myself
I have to realize
This might be
This could be
This is goodbye

Do I ever cross your mind?
Cause you're on mine all the time
I can't believe how unfair life is sometimes

Find a way to close the door
And be okay with nothing more but
Found you once, you're lost again
Two thousand miles took what could have been

I don't want to
Won't let myself
I have to realize
This might be
This could be
This is goodbye
This is goodbye

The hope is fading from my lips.

Hangover

Feb 6th @ 7:00pm EST

And now the sun is rising
And now the long walk back home, back home
There's just so many faces
But no one I need to know, need to know

In the dark I can't fight it, I fake 'til I'm numb
But in the bright light I taste you on my tongue

Now the party's over and everybody's gone
I'm left here with myself and I wonder what went wrong
And now my heart is broken like the bottles on the floor
Does it really matter or am I just hungover you?
Or am I just hungover?

Even my dirty laundry
Everything just smells like you, like you
And now my head is throbbing
Every song is out of tune just like you

In the dark I can't fight it 'til it disappears
But in the daylight I taste you in my tears

Now the party's over and everybody's gone

I'm left here with myself and I wonder what went wrong
And now my heart is broken like the bottles on the floor
Does it really matter or am I just hungover you?

Now I've got myself looking like a mess
Standing alone, here at the end try to pretend
But no, I put up my fight, but this is it this time
'Cause I'm here at the end tryin' to pretend
Here at the end, tryin' to pretend

Now the party's over and everybody's gone
I'm left here with myself and I wonder what went wrong
And now my heart is broken like the bottles on the floor
Does it really matter or am I just hungover you?

Now the party's over and everybody's gone
I'm left here with myself and I wonder what went wrong
And now my heart is broken like the bottles on the floor
Does it really matter or am I just hungover you?
Or am I just hungover?

Bad dream

Feb 6th @ 6:58pm EST

(Come wake me up)



I feel like

I've been watching

The stars as

They collide

The past

It haunts me

Yeah

It kills me

Every single time

And now

My mind

Is racing

My heart

Pounds in my chest



I know

I have to let you go

But I just can't forget



I'm so in love

But I found your lies

Tell me

I'm having

Just a

Bad dream

Tonight



Come wake me up

Tell me love

That it's all alright

Tell me

I'm having

Just a

Bad dream

Tonight



(Bad dream tonight)

Come wake me up

Come wake me up

Come wake me up

Come wake me up

Come wake me up



I wish

I never knew

What

I somehow

Figured out

Lie and tell me

You don't know

What I'm talking about



How do I recover

From these pictures

In my head?



You were the love

Of my life

I sure hope

She was worth it



I'm so in love

But I found

Your lies

Tell me

I'm having just a

Bad dream

Tonight (Bad dream tonight)

Come wake

Me up

Tell me love

That it's all

Alright

Tell me

I'm having just a

Bad Dream

Tonight (Bad dream tonight)



Come wake me up



Wake me

Hurry

You're just watching me

Fall to the blackness

Haunting me

Hurry

Take this

Bad Dream

I can't wake up



I'm so in love

But I found

Your lies

Tell me

I'm having just a

Bad dream

Tonight (Bad dream tonight)

Come wake

Me up

Tell me love

That it's all

Alright

Tell me

I'm having just a

Bad Dream

Tonight (Bad dream tonight)



Come wake me up

Come wake me up

boys boys boys!

Feb 6th @ 2:04pm EST

Hey there, sugar baby, saw you twice at the pop shownYou take just like glitter mixed with rock and rollnI like you a lot, lot, think you're really hot, hotnKnow you think you're special when we dance real crazynGlamophonic, electronic, d-d-disco babynI like you a lot, lot, all we want is hot, hotnnBoys, boys, boys, we like boys in carsnBoys, boys, boys, buy us drinks in barsnBoys, boys, boys with hairspray and denimnAnd boys, boys, boys, we love them, we love themnnBaby is a bad boy with some retro sneakersnLet's go see The Killers and make out in the bleachersnI like you a lot, lot, think you're really hot, hotnLet's go to the party heard our buddy's the DJnDon't forget my lipstick I left it in your ashtraynI like you a lot, lot, all we want is hot, hotnnBoys, boys, boys, we like boys in carsnBoys, boys, boys, buy us drinks in barsnBoys, boys, boys with hairspray and denimnAnd boys, boys, boys, we love them, we love themnnBoys, boys, boys, we like boys in carsnnBoys, boys, boys, buy us drinks in barsnBoys, boys, boys with hairspray and denimnAnd boys, boys, boys, we love them, we love themnnI'm not loose, I like to partynLet's get lost in your FerrarinNot psychotic or dramaticnI like boys and that is thatnnLove it when you call me legsnIn the morning buy me eggsnWatch your heart when we're togethernBoys like you love me for evernnBoys, boys, boys, we like boys in carsnBoys, boys, boys, buy us drinks in barsnBoys, boys, boys with hairspray and denimnAnd boys, boys, boys, we love them, we love themnnBoys, boys, boys, we like boys in carsnBoys, boys, boys, buy us drinks in barsnBoys, boys, boys with hairspray and denimnAnd boys, boys, boys, we love them, we love themnnBoys, boys, boys, we like boys in carsnBoys, boys, boys, buy us drinks in barsnBoys, boys, boys with hairspray and denimnAnd boys, boys, boys, we love them, we love themnnn

nothing but the radio

Feb 6th @ 2:02pm EST

I'm calling cause I need you.
You know I need you so desperately.
You know how bad I can get,
And you know how good I can be.

I'm calling just to tell you,
Get here and I'll make it worth your while.
I can make you some food.
Boy, and then I can make you smile.

'Cause I've got nothing on but the radio,
And I've got nothing on for tonight.
(Nothing) Nothing on but the radio,
And I'm tuned into your station tonight,
With me tonight.

You better get here soon,
Or you know what I will do.
Got too much time on my hands.
Wait 'til I get my hands on you.

'Cause I've got nothing on but the radio,
And I've got nothing on for tonight.
(Nothing) Nothing on but the radio,
And I'm tuned into your station tonight,
With me tonight.

When you get here, boy, we can dance.
Our hands on the headboard, it's our defense.
I've turned the lights down low,
And I've got nothing on but the radio.

Got too much time on my hands.
Wait 'til I get my hands on you.

'Cause I've got nothing on but the radio,
And I've got nothing on for tonight.
(Nothing) Nothing on but the radio,
And I'm tuned into your station tonight,
With me tonight.

Oh-Oh-Oh
I've got nothing on but the radio,
And I've got nothing on for tonight.
(Nothing) Nothing on but the radio,
And I'm tuned into your station tonight,
With me tonight.

another time

Feb 6th @ 1:59pm EST

LalalalanNow ew awnBut it's not the timenTo put around, and to play aroundnLet the beat sinknLet it make you sicknnI'm sorry cause I'm to latenOh maybe need some sleepnI'm not attending becausenI lose my mindnI lose my sense of controlnnMabey Another TimenTo Mess AroundnTo rather die causenI make you crynI I'mnSorry to saynI lose my mindnMaybe Another TimenTime- Tie the TimenAnother TimennLalalalanNow ew awnBut it's not the timenTo put around, and to play aroundnLet the beat sinknLet it make you sicknnMaybe I can stop the timenTo make it rigthnI'm not to highnTo fall in linennI'm sorrynDon't call menI only havingnA funny thingnnI lose my mind andnI lose my sense of controlnnMabey Another TimenTo Mess AroundnTo rather die causenI make you crynI I'mnSorry to saynI lose my mindnMaybe Another TimenTime- Tie the TimenAnother TimennOh baby babynI'm not you suppose to let you downnBecause I trynTo make it finenGive me a chancenAnother ChancennGive me a watchnAmazing watchnBecause babynnI lose my mind andnI lose my sense of controlnnMabey Another TimenTo Mess AroundnTo rather die causenI make you crynTo rather die causenI make you crynnI I'mnSorry to saynI lose my mindnMaybe Another TimenTime - Tie the TimenAnother Timen

Hookup!

Feb 6th @ 1:58pm EST

Oh, sweetheart
Put the bottle down
You've got
Too much talent
I see you
Through those
Bloodshot eyes
There's a cure
You've found it

Slow motion
sparks you caught that chill
Now don't deny it
But boys will be boys
Oh, yes they will
They don't want
To define it
Just give up the game
And get into me
If you're looking
For thrills
Then get cold feet

Oh, no
I do not
Hook up, up
I go slow
So if you want me
I don't come cheap
Keep your thing
In your pants
And your heart
On your sleeve
Oh, no
I do not
Hook up, up
I fall deep
Cause the more that you try
The harder i'll fight
To say goodnight

I can't cook, no
But i can clean
Up the mess you left
Lay your head down
And feel the beat
As i kiss

Your forehead
This may not
Last but this is now
So love the one
You're with

You wanna chase
But you're chasing
Your tail
Quick fix
Won't ever
Get you well

Oh, no
I do not
Hook up, up
I go slow
So if you want me
I don't come cheap
Keep your thing
In your pants
And your heart
On your sleeve
Oh, no
I do not
Hook up, up
I fall deep
Cause the more
that you try
The harder
I'll fight
To say goodnight

Cause i feel
The distance
Between us
Could be over
With a snap
Of your fingers
Oh, oh, oh, yeah

Oh, no
I do not
Hook up, up
I go slow
So if you want me
I don't come cheap
Keep your thing
In your pants
And your heart
On your sleeve
Oh, no
I do not
Hook up, up
I fall deep
Cause the more
that you try
The harder
I'll fight
To say goodnight

Oh, sweetheart
Put the bottle down
Cause you dont wanna
Miss out

breakout

Feb 6th @ 1:56pm EST

Every week's
The same
Stuck in school
So lame
My parents say
That i'm lazy
Getting up
At 8 is crazy

Tired of hearing
What to do
So unfair
So uncool

Days too long
And i'm holding on
Till i hear
The bell ring

Cuz it's
The time when were gonna
The time when
We're gonna breakout
Let the party start
We're gonna stay out
Gonna break
Some hearts

We're gonna dance
Till the dance floor
Falls apart
Uh, oh
All over again
We're gonna wake up
Everyone we know
We're gonna have
Some fun
Gonna loose control

Feels so good
To let go-oh-oh

Hangout
It's something
We like to do
With my friends
Every mess
Were into ha
These are
The lessons
That we chose
Not a book
Full of things
We'll never use

Days too long
And i'm holding on
Till i hear
The bell ring

Cuz it's
The time when were gonna
The time when
We're gonna breakout
Let the party start

We're gonna stay out
Gonna break some hearts
We're gonna dance till
The dance floor
Falls apart
Uh, oh
All over again
We're gonna wake up
Everyone we know
We're gonna have
Some fun
Gonna loose control

Feels so good
To let go-oh-oh

I wish it
Would never end
Spending time
With my friends
Oh, with my friends

Breakout
Let the party start
We're gonna stay out
Gonna break some hearts
We're gonna dance
Till the dance floor
Falls apart
Uh, oh
All over again
We're gonna wake up
Everyone we know
We're gonna have
Some fun
Gonna loose control

Feels so good
To let go

Breakout
Let the party start
We're gonna stay out
Gonna break some hearts
We're gonna dance
Till the dance floor
Falls apart
Uh, oh
All over again
We're gonna wake up
Everyone we know
We're gonna have
Some fun
Gonna loose control

Feels so good
To let go-oh-oh

i'm still breathing

Feb 6th @ 1:53pm EST

I leave the gas on, walk the alleys in the darknSleep with candles burning, I leave the door unlockednI'm weaving a rope and running all the red lightsnDid I get your attention? 'Cause I'm sending all the signsnnThat the clock is ticking and I'll be giving my two weeksnPick your favorite shade of black you'd best prepare a speechnSay something funny, say something sweetnBut don't say that you loved mennI'm still breathingnBut we've been dead for a whilenThis sickness has no cure, we're going down for surenAlready lost our grip, best abandon ship, ohnnMaybe I was too pale, maybe I was too fatnMaybe you had better, better luck in the sacknNo formal education, I swore way too muchnI swear you didn't care 'cause we were in lovennSo as I write this letter and shed my last tearnKnow it's all for the better that we end this herenLet's close this chapter, say one last prayernBut don't say that you loved mennI'm still breathingnBut we've been dead for awhilenThis sickness has no cure, we're going down for surenOh we've been diagnosed, so let's give up the ghostnn'Cause I'm still breathingnBut we've been dead for a whilenThis sickness has no cure, we're going down for surenAlready lost our grip, best abandon ship, ohnnYeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeahnOh, I'm still breathing, I'm still breathingnOhnnn

anything im not

Feb 6th @ 1:51pm EST

I will never be, I will never be tall, no nAnd I will never be, never ever be sure of it all nOh, why's the world so cruel to me? nWhen all, all I ever wanna be is anything I'm not nnGimme a break, a little escape nI am so tired of being me nI wanna be free, I wanna be new and different nAnything I'm not, I'm not nnI will never be, I will never be you, no nI will always be, I will always be me, that I know nBut oh, even though I'm happy being me nI want to get away from all this harsh reality, oh nnGimme a break, a little escape nI am so tired of being me nI wanna be free, I wanna be new and different nAnything I'm not nnYeah, gimme a break, a little escape nI am so tired of being me nI wanna be free, I wanna be new and different nAnything I'm not, anything I'm not nOh, anything I'm not nnGimme a break, a little escape nI am so tired of being me nI wanna be free, I wanna be new and different nAnything I'm not nnYeah, gimme a break, a little escape nI am so tired of being me nI wanna be free, I want to be new and different nAnything I'm not, anything I'm not nAnything I'm not, anything I'm not nAnything I'm notn

nothing like the 1st time

Feb 6th @ 1:50pm EST

The leaves were falling
I was seventeen
We'd been locking lips
Grabbing hips
Smoking cigarettes
We took a drive in your 1990
Had me down from out of town
I was California
Oh my legs were not shaved
And you had dirt between your fingers
They told us to behave
But hey

It's not like riding a bike
It's not like flying a kite
It's not as easy as pie
There's nothing like the first time
It's not like taking a bath
It's not like having a laugh
It's not like reading a map
There's nothing like the first time

I had seen it in the
Magazines
We would
Change the chanel
On the tv screen
Cuz it's such a sin
What ya did to me
Straight to hell it's what they sell
If you've done the deed
Oh but what could be so bad
Oh if everyone is guilty
I guess we want what we can't have
'Cause I've heard

It's not like riding a bike
It's not like flying a kite it's not as easy as pie

There's nothing like the first time
It's not like taking a bath
It's not like having a laugh
It's not like reading a map
There's nothing like the first time

Do you remember
Do you remember
Do you remember
Do you remember

La la la la la la
There's nothing like the first time
La la la la la la
There's nothing like the first time

It's not a walk in the park
It's not a shot in the dark
It's not a juvenile crime
There's nothing like the first time
It's not like tying the knot
There's no connecting the dots
And in case you forgot
There's nothing like the first time
Hey yeah yeah yeah
There's nothing like the first time
Oh oh ohhh
There's nothing like the first time
Hey ey ey
There's nothing like the first time

It's not like reading a map
Oh I can give you that
There's nothing like the first time

part of me

Feb 6th @ 1:47pm EST

Days like this I want to drive away
Pack my bags and watch your shadow fade
'Cause you chewed me up and spit me out
Like I was poison in your mouth
You took my light, you drained me down
That was then and this is now
Now look at me

This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no
This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no
Throw your sticks and stones
Throw your bombs and your blows
But you're not gonna break my soul
This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no

I just wanna throw my phone away
Find out who is really there for me
'Cause you ripped me off, your love was cheap
Was always tearing at the seams
I fell deep and you let me drown
But that was then and this is now
Now look at me

This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no
This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no
Throw your sticks and stones
Throw your bombs and your blows
But you're not gonna break my soul
This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no

Now look at me, I'm sparkling
A firework, a dancing flame
You won't ever put me out again
I'm glowing, oh woah oh
You can keep the dog from me
I never liked him anyway
In fact you can keep everything
Yeah, yeah
Except for me

This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no
This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no
Throw your sticks and stones
Throw your bombs and your blows
But you're not gonna break my soul
This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no

This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no
This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no
Throw your sticks and stones
Throw your bombs and your blows
But you're not gonna break my soul
This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me, no


thinking of u

Feb 6th @ 1:46pm EST

Comparisons are easily donenOnce you've had a taste of perfectionnLike an apple hanging from a treenI picked the ripest one, I still got the seednnYou said move on, where do I go?nI guess second best is all I will knownn'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of youn(Thinking of you, thinking of you)nThinking of you, what you would donIf you were the one who was spending the nightn(Spending the night, spending the night)nOh, I wish that I was looking into your eyesnnYou're like an Indian Summer in the middle of winternLike a hard candy with a surprise centernHow do I get better once I've had the best?nYou said there's tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will testnnHe kissed my lips, I taste your mouth, oh!n(Taste your mouth)nHe pulled me in, I was disgusted with myselfnn'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of younn(Thinking of you, thinking of you)nThinking of you, what you would donIf you were the one who was spending the nightn(Spending the night, spending the night)nOh, I wish that I was looking intonnYou're the best, and yes, I do regretnHow I could let myself let you gonNow, now the lesson's learnednI touched it, I was burnednOh, I think you should know!nn'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of youn(Thinking of you, thinking of you)nThinking of you, what you would donIf you were the one who was spending the nightn(Spending the night, spending the night)nOh, I wish that I was looking into your, your eyesnLooking into your eyes, looking into your eyesnnOh, won't you walk through?nAnd bust in the door and take me away?nOh, no more mistakesn'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, staynn

So Happy!

Dec 1st @ 11:40am EST

Hello guys!been gone for long now and hoping that you miss me as much as i do!I've been very busy with my school and work so far and also very happy with the newish car!:) i love you all and hope i get to see you all soon!:)

"Rolling In The Deep"

Dec 1st @ 11:36am EST


There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch, it's bringing me out the dark
Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your ship [shit] bare
See how I'll leave with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do

There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch
And it's bringing me out the dark

The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
And you played it to the beat
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

Baby, I have no story to be told
But I've heard one on you
And I'm gonna make your head burn
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Make a home down there
As mine sure won't be shared

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
The scars of your love remind me of us
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
And you played it to the beat
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
Could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
But you played it with a beating

Throw your soul through every open door
Count your blessings to find what you look for
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold
You'll pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
We could have had it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
It all, it all, it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
And you played it to the beat
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

But you played it
You played it
You played it
You played it to the beat.

Unspoken

Dec 1st @ 11:32am EST

Unspoken

So many words I wish to speak -
Funny how I too, can be wordless at times.
Sometimes I feel trapped in my own insecurities.
I clothe myself with temporal affairs.

I barely have time to gasp –
These thoughts are consuming me.

I am frightened at another thought of thee.
I try to nonchalantly slip away.
What precious time I have left?
Yet I remain numb to the only one thing that matters to me.

To act like a clown, that too works.
Laughing surpasses my fears.

I cannot close my heart to you.
So here I am – lying in this dusty road.
I am still patiently enduring for my awaited moment.

"P is 4 Poetry - Friends!"

Dec 1st @ 11:29am EST

We are so very different, you and I. And yet so much the same.

our differences merge with our similarities,

Giving rise to something special and unique.

We talk.

Of all the things I value about this thing that is us,

and there are so many I often lose count,

I value most the way we talk about any thing any time any where.

And each time I listen to you, each time I ponder what you've said,

I learn something new. About you. About me. About the world.

I've learned to trust in your instincts.



I love the way you trust in me, never quite whole hearted,

but always just enough.

That trust started as a small seed, I think,

a tentative whisper of unearned confidence,

often shrouded by a cloak of hesitation and unsurety.

I could always tell when you faltered,

when the steps we took were uncertain and questioned.

And yet still you trusted me,

with your secrets, with your feelings, with yourself.

You'll never know how much that trust has meant to me.



I love the way you understand me too well.

It's uncanny sometimes how well you know my thoughts, my feelings, my moods,

frightening at times how closely our lives have become interlinked.

You know so much of me, secrets I've never told,

thoughts I've never shared, parts of me I've never seen myself.

You've discovered a window into my being,

a window I didn't know was there,

a window no one else has ever found.

almost as if two souls have merged into one, just kidding! ;)

almost as if the hand of God has repaired that which once was broken.



I wish you knew the me of before,

as you know so well the me of today,

so you could see the difference knowing you has made.

You've changed my life in so many ways,

in ways small and ways important,

in ways you'll never know nor understand.


The impact you've had on me,

the way I feel and think and act,

will endure forever. Until the end of time.

Like a quiet breeze blowing softly through the leaves

Mind in the Heart, Heart in the Mind

Dec 1st @ 11:26am EST

Mind in the Heart, Heart in the Mind

Pondering---you make moves based on what you presently know and feel.



Of course you've thought about the future: what could happen and how things might turn out.



You take lessons you've learned from the past; You know you cannot always go with what your heart feels.



You also absorb other peoples words of advice and their thoughts on certain experiences encountered---hoping that you of course don't make the same mistakes as they have.







Like a game of chess, you analyze every single move.



You know how each piece works.



You can think with your mind.







You, cannot, however, feel with your thoughts.



Feeling starts with the heart.



All these thoughts can be in your mind.



You can read books. You can strategize.



You can learn through others experiences but if it's not in your heart then all of these would be in vain.







With all these acquired knowledge and tactics,



what then is he left to do?







One can listen but not hear.



One can look but not see.



One can know but not feel.



One can be a firm believer of something but grasping its entirety should reflect more than what's in the mind.



To feel, the idea or thought of something must be embraced.



To feel, the heart must be used.

MIA

Nov 17th @ 8:06am EST

I know all of you guys been wondering alot where the hell is suzie?!Well,to those of you guys who didn't know yet,I'm in school and been very busy and been busy with my other job.Don't worry coz I'm not going anywhere,I enjoy being on flirt and I do miss you all but I have other priorities too that is very important for my future.Flirt has always a place in my heart and to all of you guys who supported me, I'm very greatful and I'll always cheeries all fun and naughty memories we spent in my room.I hope that you guys wont forget me and check on me whenever you see me get on.I'll be on whenever i get a time and I really appreciate all the emails and virtual gifts. I will be back anytime soon but while i'm gone check on my vods!:) xoxo

breakeven

Nov 16th @ 5:09pm EST

"Breakeven"


I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
One still in love while the other one's leaving
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no